Religious life is casting the net in deeper waters. Jesus tells the disciples who were at shallow waters and catching nothing, “caste your net into deep waters for a catch” (Luke 5: 4-11). There one would find all different sorts of fishes. To begin with, it is moving away from our comfort zone.
What is religious life? When marriage and ordination are considered sacraments, religious life is not a sacrament, why? It is our baptismal consecration lived fully, radically and totally (Perfectae Caritatis 5). In other words, it is moving out and casting our net into deeper waters.
To understand religious life fully we must understand our baptismal consecration. Baptism is an indelible mark, character, seal placed on us. The Roman Empire and most empires of that time had slaves. Slaves like objects could be stolen from their masters. So each master had developed a seal and put that on slaves indelibly with the help of a burning iron. That mark stated to which master the slave belonged and the master protected the slave. St. Paul brings this idea into our baptismal consecration. “Let no one trouble me any longer, for I bear on my body the marks of Jesus” (Galatians 6: 17). It means that he has a new owner; I belong to Jesus and he defends and protects me. “Having believed, you have been branded with the seal of Christ” (Ephesians 1:13). St Paul’s writing is filled with the phrases, slave of Christ, ambassador of Christ, prisoner of Christ; all these mean the same. If the above is baptism, religious life is a baptised person belonging to Christ totally, fully, and radically. It is one becoming a slave, prisoner or Chrsit totally, fully, and radically. Mark 12: 30 puts it more existentially, “love you God with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your mind and with all your strength” (Mark 12: 30). Never let go, if you are put out through the front door, return back through the back door. With the New Testament it is not the slave’s seal, but the marks/wounds of the crucifixion. “I am crucified with Christ, and it is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me” (Galatians 2: 20). Thus a religious person would be able to say, if you have seen me you have seen Jesus. Like Jesus said, whoever has seen me has seen the father (John 14: 9).
Religious life is a total surrender. Pope Francis says, whoever puts Christ at the centre of their life, moves aside… and when we are no more at the centre of lives, we are displaced. We are taken out of ourselves.
Often one mistakeingly defines religious life with the vows, as though vows create religious life. If that is the case even animals could be religious. Vows are either the consequences or the means to total surrender. If we live in total surrender to Christ the consequence of it is a life of poverty, chastity, and obedience. Or, if I want to completely surrender to Christ, a life of poverty, chastity, and obedience become a means to arrive there. Without Christ the centre the vows would become a problem. Once a student after her post graduation in zoology, began her research. Her research was on house lizards. She acquired a house lizard, took care of it, and started her research from its head. Months of studying every part of it. Head, body, and finally she came to its tail. As soon as one holds the tail of a house lizard, it as a survival instinct cuts itself off from its tail. The student did not find it a huge problem, because she had finished studying its head and body. So she let it go. After a few days, the tail without the head and the body began to stink. The tail is useful and complete only when it is along with the head and the body. The same with the vows, it has its beauty only when it is together with one’s total belonging to Christ.
If religious life is a total belonging to Jesus, one who is religious should be where Jesus is. “Whoever serves me must follow me, and wherever I am, there shall my servant be also” (John 12: 26). Thus we get those most popular words in religious life, ‘follow me’. A religious follows Christ to the street, to the temple, to the cross, and also to glory. That is absolute, total, radical following.
Let us examine this radical following with the example of Matthew following Jesus. When Matthew followed Jesus he had literally burned the bridge behind him. Alexander the Great, used to burn the bridges and boats in which his soldiers came to conquer a place. So they had only two choices, either win the war or die. Matthew had nothing left to return back. He was a tax collector for the Romans. He collected taxes from the Jews. The Jews would not give him any other work because the Jews detested the tax collectors who worked for the occupying Romans. Romans would not take him back because Matthew has gone and joined Jesus, whom in their eyes is a Jewish leader, a troublemaker, someone in popular belief was a messiah to free the Jews from the Romans. Matthew knew no other works too. His leaving was total. I wonder what Matthew did when after the death of Jesus, Peter said I am going fishing.
Hebrews 12: 1-2 gives a picture of who a consecrated person is. It is following Christ, with the help and support of his witnesses who have gone before us. It is laying aside our weightage (humility) and sinfulness that restrict us to go free. It is running the race with perseverance, keeping our eyes fixed on Jesus. Jesus moves fast, he does the impossible, if we take our eyes off him, we will lose him. Remember Peter who began walking on the water and lost his balance and way when he took his eyes off Jesus (Matthew 14: 28-31). Jesus is the pioneer and perfector of witnessing God. He, scorning shame, endured the cross; thus entered into his joy and glory.
The purpose of religious life is to ‘witness’. It is reassuring the fallen ones, the vulnerable ones to get up, you can do it. Witnessing is giving courage to those who are frightened and are almost giving up. The authority comes from how totally we belong to Jesus. We are called to live in the world, though not of the world, and dare to embrace a different kind of life. The difference is going beyond what the gentiles do (Matthew 5: 46-48). Exodus 23: 2 says, do not join the majority to do evil. Proverbs 29: 25 says fear of the other is a trap/snare; get out of that pressure. Being religious is daring to be alone in the world, where you seem not belong to, yet be a witness to Jesus.
From the retreat talks by Fr John Kusumalayan, OP.
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